The adventure to my Dad's was both scary, and exciting. But as soon as I hugged my father I realized that I was home. There were many circumstances that led to what happened next. But, I chose to stay here. I am happily a resident of Delaware, living with my Father, and being close to the family I never had the chance to know.
But happiness doesn't come free. There is always a price. I for one, don't know when I'll see my little brother again. I know he will be seventeen this year, and I shouldn't worry too much about him, but I worry. I want him to be safe and happy as well as I.
I feel selfish. I feel guilty. But I'm happy and this is where I want to be. Life is never perfect, there are ups and downs to every situation, but I am happy to announce that my days are more often filled with smiles and laughter.
I'm not really sure how to explain my emotions at this point. But as I've always said balance is key. So, I am enjoying the balance of joy in my life. No longer does hurt and pain over ride it all.
And as for my silver lining, I'm on top of the cloud. I'm at my fathers, I'm happy and things are finally starting to fall into place.
